Saturday, April 14, 2007
I HATE you! You are such a pain!
I’m like super happy that you are going away 2morrow… please don’t every come back!
Why is it that every time I tell you the truth, I will get scolded and caned!?
Why do you have to drag my friends into this… in case you don’t know, they are like the most ‘guai’ people in the class.
Why do you have to listen to all the conversations I have on the phone, and know who I’m talking to from now onwards. (its as good as not letting me talk at all).
Why do you have to keep thinking that I am a horrible girl, some girl that will go astray so easily!?
Why do you have to threaten to cut my hand phone line?
Why cant you be like the other mothers who understands their child… you call yourself ‘a supportive parent’?
Have you ever wondered why me and the rest of the family keep so much from you?!
Have you ever wondered why weiyang said that he hates you?!
…ITS BECAUSE U DESERVE TO BE HATED! YOU DESERVE TO BE CRITICIZED!
It hurts me when I hear my aunts talking bad about you! But now I don’t care about it anymore! Because I agree with what they say, about you being a fucking idiot!
You don’t even let me watch TV,
don’t even let me go out,
don’t even let me talk on the phone after 10. “ask your friends to sms you after 10” you say. And then, when they do, you will scold me for smsing again.
I did not lie to you today.
I was really going to study!
But what do I get from telling the truth?..
I get caned, many many times. And you even have to drag my friends into this!
Now, they are all angry with me because of you! I’m going to lose my friends because of you!
Can you let me have a good childhood?!
Can you stop torturing me! Can you appreciate me for who I am?
STOP IT!
I can’t stand the pressure anymore!
So what if I can’t live up to your expectations?!
So what if I can’t be a doctor?!
Stop saying that that is my dream, because its not, its what you want.
Can you respect my decisions?
I swear, I will never forgive you!
Have you ever wondered why I want to always get out of the house so badly?...
its because you are at home, nagging and shouting at the top of your voice…
I’m so sorry Charis… I tried stopping her, but got caned further…
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Homecoming yesterday was nice… haunted house turned out to be a big success… we earned $1257 I think… I was the Japanese ghost for the second shift… hahax and I scared many peeps! Yeah…
Then I went to Hougang mall with lamberx and some other peeps…
Then I left earlier for my cousin’s wedding dinner….
Tomorrow is SYF… and I fell on my butt very hard... I didn’t even use my hands as support! Hahax.. now, my tail bone is swollen… but it is recovering… I should be able to dance… I hope peiying is ok…
I hope she will still sent me to limin’s house tomorrow morning…
JIAYOU DANCERS!
I shall stop now… I don’t have the mood to blog anymore…
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
10:40 PM
